starfish

 

Blooming

starfish limbs.

Fireworks in the water.

Slowly, my arms and legs unfolding,

like throbbing petals in the living blue.





'tis no good alibi

 



'Tis no good alibi

when night's feral cats are scratching your cheeks

leaving twin defective vertical stair rails

as the blood drops pave the rhythm of your song.

 

'Tis no good alibi

when words beaks pick up the maggots

of your self-infected chest.

 

No, 'tis no good alibi

when there is a dark door obscuring

the path that leads up to your brain.

 

There, in the time

of your ruin

is your glove-disguised hand,

great revenant

of ancient sound and teenage grip.








that couple




they gathered their heaps of feelings

one on top of the other,

to build high piles of dishes

by the sink of life.

Some were sparkling, some dirty,

some cracked,

some were washed up, 

some forgotten,

some glued up, some just bad.

Removing just one

any meaning would topple:

their balance in pieces

to be cleared and dusted 

with hurtful slivers

of their jarred hearts.







I lost a handful of poems

 

I lost a handful of poems

to the winds of creditors blowing at my door.

Trying to escape the constrictions

I erased half of my heart,

a third of my soul

a thousand and one minutes of loving

the world,

of enjoying the sun and the rain.

I saw a ladybird stretching her wings,

and barely recognized her.

In the turmoil of figures blurring my eyes,

wanted to fix on the black dots sparkling on those smooth red domes.

Got only red figures staining my blackened mood,

my tarnished song.

 



skeleton

 

I have the skeleton of a language

and even that has some fissured bones,

that split into pieces

every time I bend them

to fit into my foolish ways.





woman in the mirror

 

While you stand there, praising my face,

that you deem beautiful,

I wonder

what do you see that I don't?

Why is this so difficult to listen to?

Why is this person who stole my mirror

mocking me from the glass?

Who moved in, 

into my image,

and does not look the way your eyes

seem to reflect?






blue fish

 

Blue fish, just barely touched,

and the sea star spreading her limbs

in all four directions,

North, south, east, and west

and a fifth balancing the center,

holding on,

barely

bare.

Blue fish flies, sleek and sparkly

to the deep, to the deep

running away from your hand.

Limbs tear apart and float all around you

in two directions

Northeast, Northwest,

the fifth one holding for dear life,

barely.

Holding.

Blue fish swims away, away from your hand

star limbs are trembling,

floating in electric currents

Southnorthwestandeast,

no direction

no course.

A fifth one trying to grab to the real.

The real is wet.

The real slips away.

The real is gone.

Oceans of emptiness await you

after

the star explodes,

after

the blue fish

swims away,

not to disturb the ladies

sitting at the round table,

dry-complaining,

never to see a drop

of true sea water.